[rambling abt movie called zero day. yes some of this is reciting lines from memory. shh.]
> my name is andre kriegman.
> and i am cal gabriel!
and we are the army of two! (heaugh!)
this is.. our school, located in our town.
it is our nemesis.
we will enact a series of missions, followed by one big-ass mission called-
ZERO DAY! (heh)
i like this movie bc:
i found it during my columbine rabbit hole of tragedy. zd isnt fully based off it, it has similarities but its not the same.
i see myself in the shoes of both the shooters and the victims. and that scares me. just know i truly do realize the shooters are both evil evil people.
i think if i hadnt gotten help i could've turned out hurting people. and sometimes i still want to. but those are intrusive thoughts,, and i have resources, and i truly do not want to do that. and i wont.
its just nice to talk about it sometimes. without feeling as sick to my stomach and alienated.
btw if u think this movie is glorifying school shooters by showing it from their perspective you're actually media illiterate. this is a genuine plea, please reexamine yourself.
if u need media analysis to be spoonfed to u by the director/author/etc please. pleasepleaseplease seek help and i mean that so genuinely.