ok so i've been afk for a while for so many reasons.

i'm a freshman now and i'm in sooo many extracurriculars.

i also have a 3.95 iirc... guys idk how i'm doing this! oh also i'm in therapy ( i have been for a while though).. i also somehow make time to hang out with friends- when I can at the very least. and i've been active in like school events..... i'm js praying that i'm not burn out. i also finally picked back up reading!! ...i also have been having caffeine at least once a day help me guys but its so yummy..

OH I'm also taking pretty damn cool CLASSESSSS

so yeah i've been pretty busyy... i had been skating a bunch more recently- fun story, this dude at the skate park was super encouraging and i had started to go down ramps, even if only slightly and lamely. but my skateboard was one that my dad literally got at salvation army for like $7 so it makes sense that it wasn't too good at rolling. but this super nice dude at the skate park gave me his old board- a TOYMACHINE- for free!! i only skated on it a few times, and i was going to again a couple weeks ago. i brought it to school, kept it in my locker, and was excited to skate it after school. and guess what. the fucking bearings need to be tightened or something because one of the wheels doesn't even ROLL anymore!! what the hell!!

anyway so i haven't skated in like a month because i let my friend keep my old skateboard and now i want it backkk.. i just messaged her tho so she'll hopefully bring it back soon!! because i really wanna skate. other than that hmmmm, i've fs gotten out of my like years lonng reading slump which makes me so so happy. i'm currently over halfway through it ends with us (yes by coho. sighs. i was looking for something to read and was looking at my sister's drawers and i found it and i was like jesus christ. ok. and i'm not gonna lie like it's bad but it isn't even glorifying abuse, her promotion of it is. but the writing itself isn't actually glorifying anything.)