it scares me hpw much i see myself in himm

"A dark time,
infinite sadness,
I want to find
love."

this is a such a terrible rabibt hoole to fin ym self in.. the first night i started reading about it i was crying th whole time. im not crying anymore but it still hurts. there arent words in the english language for how terrible what they did was, but even more terrible is the knowledge that anyone could have done this. i know its important t0 humanize people that did terrible things, but it sttill mkaes me sick. what makes me even mroe sick is relating to the emotions that theyhave. hurt breeds more hurt unfortunately.

anyway i've just been having thoughts about it. rest in peace.


the victims should always take precedence btw

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C.B. S.C. C.Dp. K.F. M.K. D.M. D.R. R.S. I.S. J.T. L.T. K.V. D.S.

lives taken far too soon.